FAMILY IN HEART

by Ane
(New Zealand )

I am a 23 year old of a 10 year handsome boy, and sadly yes it was a result of sexual abuse. What helped me break through to a better life, God i know what your thinking its not that simple, 1st God placed people in my life whom whole heartedly willingly would go out of their way to show in there actions that they really do care and love me. No matter waht i tried to do to get rid of them, even going to the extend of hurting them with everything and anything i can possibly do. they stayed right by me, i wondered for so long why and what do they want from me at the end of the day the people i most loved and adore physically emotionally and sexually abused me, I WASNT even blood related to them. For 2 years I continued my work of trying my best to get rid of THE PEOPLE I NOW call my family. i came to a point where I got tired and wondered how can that be possible, what and whos behind all this, from the start they tld me about God and how much he loves me, and helping caring and loving me is only possible through Gos for them. I tried commiting suicide and it was there I saw how much love this family has for me, I could never forget the tears that was shared on the day I woke up in the hospital. I began to realise that what I was doing was only hurting myself, for me it wasnt the words but there LOVE through there actions gave me the hope to give them a chance 7 years down the line and here I am independent, i have my 10 year old whom i love and adore, and yes the family that sacrificed everything for me are still right beside me. And I love them so much and as for God He is my purpose in life, the reason i live today.