i have never liked myself.

by Niki
(Florida)

im 13. an only child living with my grandparents who dont understand anything, my mom who is never home always at work, & my dad left when i was super young. ive tried to be strong like my mom, but i cant. i stole, got caught. lost everyone i loved. ive never liked my body, a month ago i weighed 135. i now weigh 102. i stopped eating completely i need help, & have nowhere & noone to talk to. i cant eat. its too hard. knowing i will become fat again. i drink water. i count my calories & weigh myself every night. i eat soup & crackers. thats it. im so close to giving up. but i cant do that to my mom. all i need. is a friend......

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I'm here
by: Carol

Please look up bible verses in the bible that will show you who you are. Such as Ephesians 1:4, Isaih 49:16, Psalms 139:13,14, Ephesians 2:10.
You are so worthy. The devil wants nothing more then to kill, steal and destroy all that he can in your life. Don't let him. The way to fight back is speaking God's word, the truth about who you really are. Your are so very much loved by your heavenly father. he is head over heals in love with you just the way you are. Don't change for people. Love yourself as God loves you then you will know a joy like none other.
U r not alone :)
by: Anonymous

Hey,
I completely understand what u r going through.. I live with my grandparents, because my mom is working 24/7.. I only get to see her in weekends and holidays.. And my dad also lives away.. Since my parents are separated, before a period of time, my weight struggles started. I wanted to lose weight not because I was fat, but because it was the only thing I could accomplish and feel successful with. I have no talent nor a hobby. So it was the only thing I could master in. But Then I realized that it was a waste of time, and I should find what I want to do with my life. I have a dream.. And if I kept heading in my anorexic direction. I would most propably be dead before I reach my life goal.. Sometimes life would make u feel so desprate, but hey, that's the way it is, and u will be the one who'll choose how to deal with it, either u do something u find yourself through or waste your life. Remember this, we only get to live life once, so why ruin it.
Maybe, we don't live in life's best conditions but we can always make the best out of it..

I hope u find your dreams and life goals.. And find a supporting group of friends.. And please talk to someone that u think might help..

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