Its never an end.. Just the beginning

by bree
(USA)

I am an 18 year old and about to start College. Of course its summer time, and the devil is always at work. It was a thursday morning and i was getting ready to go to the gym with my mom. i was a little bored and tempted to go to this guys house. he never said that he had plans to do things with me (of course guys never do). ok long story short we had sex but it was most def forced.. meaning i didnt want it. so therefore it was technically rape. i had never done something like that.. no it wasnt my first time but it hurt my heart more than anything..and to this day i cant go back over there. i went to church camp and was thinking about the whole time how i should say something to the counselor so i can get prayer/scripture/and closure on this.. because God says that in order to witness to others you have to be a living sacrifice..and to do that i had to give up the fact that it happened. God showed me through scripture, and through my friend that no matter what it wasnt my fault and God isnt going to hold it against me. So i had nothing to do but to praise Him and to worship Him. He deserved/s it because He delivers me from every problem that i go through.. it i now read my bible and get on my knees and pray every night and this is my test and i will succeed. The guy that did it to me apologized because of God.. because i prayed that he would handle it..and He did.. i thank him for that Closure and that conformation. GOD IS GOOD!