LIES DEPISE TOLD BY THE EYES

by KRISTIANA
(GARDENA , CA)

A HEART BEAT TO FAIL

AS I INHALE TO EXHALE
WHAT I KNOWN AS LIFE WAS TOOKEN RIGHT BEFORE ME WEARY EYS
SO MANY TEARS THAT IT NOW HURTS TO CRY
AS MY REFLECTION SHINES BACK AT ME, ALL I SEE IS BLOOD SHOT EYES STARING BACK AT ME
BLOOD POURS OUT MY VEINS, WEAK IN THE KNEES, STOMACHE TURNIN,HEAD POUNDIN, TEARS FALLIN IVE REACHED AN UNBEARABLE PAIN
I RUN FOR HELP BUT THEY CHOOSE TO DESPISE
NO ONE WISHES TO UNDERSTAND OR BOTHER TO TRY
QUICK TO JUDGE, SCARED TO TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEIR ACTIONS, THEY HAND OVER TO ME THE BLAM
I LET THEM HAND ME OVER THE BLAME, AND YET THEY STILL LOOK DOWN ON ME WITH DISGUST PITTY AND SHAE
NO ONE KNOWS WHAT GOES ON BEHIND CLOSED DOORS
NO ONE KNOWS THE FRACTURES AND LIGAMENTS THAT HAVE BEEN TORE
KNIFE AFTER KNIFE RACE TO ERASE WHAT IVE GROWN TO BE
THEY HIDE BEHIND BLIND FOLDS TO NOT MAKE KNOWN WHAT THEY SEE
THEY PEEK HERE IN THERE AND CLOSE THERE EYES BECAUSE THE TRUTH AGAIN THEY DESPISE
SO MANY IMAGES THEY LET DISPLAY
DOWNIN AND PERPETRATING ME THEY LET THEIR THOUGHTS GET CARRIED AWAY
ONE LOOK IN THEIR EYES , 5 SECONDS LESS AND I CAN SEE IT ALL
WHY HIDE IT NOW ?? DONT U TRUST ME ENOUGH TO CALL???
IM GASPIN FOR AIR IM ALL CLOGGED UP I CAN NO LONGER BREATHE
BEFORE ME SYES MANY DECIEVE
IS THERE TRUST, IF SO WHY QUESTION EVERYTHING I DO?
EVEN WHAT I CHERISH THEY MAKE MAKE-BELIEVE WHEN ITS NOTHING BUT TRUE
QUICK TO DISTINGUISH THE THOUGHT OF ME ACTING BRAND NEW
WHEN ONLY GOD KNOWS WHY I DO THE THINGS I DO
HOW IS THAT I STARED OFF WITH IT ALL
BUT IT ALL ENDS WITH ONLY GODS NAME I CAN CALL?