My Story of "love"???

by Veronica
(Yakima, Washington, U.S.A)

Well, it first started when I was 14. I was turning very pretty and a lot of the older guys always wanted to go out with me. So many of them wanted to get with me, but I couldn't have just one. One day I met this very cute guy and I didn't even know him. He added me on Myspace and then I gave him my number so he could text me. We started texting and I wasn't really interested in him. I was more interested in some other guy who I was making out with and seeing every day. Well the guy who I wasn't really interested in whose name is Jonny kept asking me out and I kept on saying no. One day, he asked me out again and this time because I was so fed up with all the asking, I agreed. We started going out to the park, on dates, restaurants. He was 18 and I was 14. Little by little I started "loving" him more and more. Then I lost my innocence to him and him to me the next month, which is something I regret so baaaaaaaaaaaaad!! After that it pretty much went downhill. He started messing around with all my girl friends and my sister. He took a big part of my heart with him. He never did apologize. But anyways, I'm 16 years old now and I still think about him. Not as much because I prayed for it to go away. Well yeah, your articles really helped me. I have not had sex since him and I don't plan on until I'm married. I'd rather stay single for now, and hopefully no other girl is messing around with my future husband cuz that would make me very angry! lol and although this story doesn't sound very helpful..it helped me just write a little part of what really went on. I'm not adding the details or else i'll end up crying.