When its been there - the unknowing power.

by lydialo57
(san antonio texas)

When time after time i have reach out to those i surround myself daily its all been for there confort;

and i yet feel alone;
and in need to yell out to the lord;
hear me i need your touch, your understanding, your love.

i cry in silence and no one knows;
i go to bed feeling will i be better off to change my life;
as i see others be;
but within something holds me back;
i ask why?

i am never one hundred sure that i am alone;
i am still here.
the unknowing power holds me down like the ball and chain;
i guess its a sign that the almighty is there;
just that i mix my emotions or they become mix when nothing seem to go my way.

at times i have thought how to end this pain; this pain that it becomes so much of my unhappiness.

i blame others in a rage of anger;
but that how i shout out to my self own pain.
the unknowing power of the great lord holds me back;
my own self;
the unknowing me; is in hands of the the only God.

the power of God is much greater then my own pain;
if i can see over my own stream of river.

God is good;
and life can be too;
if given our force to stand by him at all times.

this is no song, nor poem;
its a part of a human in need my song is with God all is possible;
and through Jesus his care, and tears ran softly down his cheeks;
that is enough for me to see;
no poem, no song, no tear can change.

so if and when you think you have it bad;
think of Jesus' pain;
and the pain his only mother went through.

so do we have he right to be despair?